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木小易*身未动，心已远旅行*夏天的表情 December 04 coco's light,my haloSometimes I can feel my halo. Maybe strong maybe weak. Happy and inspiring when I can warm and light someone. Sometimes just a sparkling flash but I hope you can feel.
A bit of depressed the moment I get indifferent and impassive response. Well, I cannot and do not require the same passion from others. I'm sure I’m willing to give, to share joy and experience with all my friends especially with my girls.
Still learning and trying not to be sensitive and fragile. I won’t feel hurt for those cool or cold ones anymore. I’m mature enough to be a fair lady with good emotion management.
I just love a free spirit so long. Do what I want, say what I like, talk to the guys who I appreciate…A bit self-absorbed...
Because I'm a LEO late in July and waiting for a partner perhaps in early August, who knows. If you feel the light of coco's halo, nothing need to say just smiling. It's enough... November 23 Three muskteers' wonderful time时光啊，你能否为我们停一停? 相聚的光阴为何总是欢乐而又短暂，三剑客的聚会为何总是依依不舍，意犹未尽？ 小福的韩国之行虽已远去，兴奋的回忆却源源不断地点燃coco和晓岚的热情，香蕉牛奶在召唤，美味的烤肉在等待，蠢蠢欲动啊何时能够启程；coco也终于结束了前阵子的兵荒马乱头重脚轻，可以开怀大吃痛快畅饮疯狂血拼，即使安静的窝着懒散的靠着，单是听小福近日来念叨已久的美男和晓岚难得的大吐心声，时不时插上几句，这样悠然自得的冬日午后亦让人满足；晓岚的新生活即将开始，离愁别绪还是柴米油盐抑或谁和谁的远大前程，剪不断理还乱，她的纠结也牵动着我们，万般不舍却终是要面对三剑客的倒计时、期待明天的重逢、畅想属于三剑客的旅行。 这样的欢笑画面、话不完的海阔天空、那满盈的三剑客式开心能否定格在此刻，时光啊，请为我们停一停……
三剑客专属行程：巫山烤鱼——五道口服装市场——舍廊坊（大多数时候会在u-center或五道口周边小店） 巫山烤鱼：最大快朵颐的是最小小瘦瘦的晓岚 五道口服装市场：是coco喜欢的小购物天堂，晓岚也总能满载而归，小福大多充当参谋军师，但也能淘得不少有趣的小物件，收入囊中的小经典也不在少数 五道口周边：因为学校的氛围和不一样的情调有别于小福和coco常驻的CBD周边而深得青睐，有了10号线后更为方便，所以总是不辞劳苦的奔往晓岚之所在
TO BE CONTINUED--- our next party：xiaofv's birthday X'mas looking forward^-^
September 23 miss fv~~是期待托小福给采购的种种东东呢，还是想念小福，答案不得而知，总之，这一周因公因私想念了小福很多次。 在工作上犹疑不定时，在血拼中左右摇摆间，在遍搜MSN、飞信却扒拉不到一人可以说“let’s 8！”的无聊的下午，不禁一遍遍的念起通讯业务繁多且功能强大的小福童鞋的片片断断。 小福之无所不在，在于其将各种通讯方式以及网络通讯手段几乎一网打尽，上班时msn、开心上有一搭没一搭，或八卦或闲聊；下班后的飞信，是最便捷的飞鸽传书，实时联络随时汇报，不用担心找她不到，她自己都会时不时自报家门。不过如今飞到了万水千山之外，就的确有了些难度；但同时也显露出小福童鞋无与伦比的重量级别来。 明天小福就会回京了吧，期待战利品，期待小福
ps:小福一名的由来，最初是coco童鞋学习德语时练习“v”的发音（v的读音类似于“鱼”，嘴巴要撮的更紧更小些），当时可能给同在宿舍的小福同学示范了几次，小福童鞋兴之所至跟着读了几遍，coco童鞋在一旁纠正，言笑间可能就开始直呼其为“小fv”，后来因为fv太难发音，不知怎么的就慢慢演变成“小福”了，是以小福得其名为小福。 August 04 fly again~~终于还是要直面，承认踏入二九岁月，加油吧，果果木！
별 - Fly Again
사는 게 힘들어도 사랑에 넘어져도 언젠간 내게도 좋은 날이 올 거야 지금이 시작이야 인생의 주인공은 나야 Don't forget who you are 괜찮아 걱정 마 누구나 힘든거잖아 하룻밤 자고 나면 금방 괜찮아질거야 포기란 말 난 잘 몰라 I'm fine 꿋꿋하게 언제나 씩씩하게 참고 견뎌낼거야 I believe 사는 게 힘들어도 사랑에 넘어져도 난 절대 울거나 떼쓰지 않을거야 지금이 시작이야 인생의 주인공은 나야 I never don't cry 슬픈 눈물아 안녕 힘든 고민아 안녕 어젯밤 상상한 멋진 날아 기다려 오늘이 시작이야 난 잘해 낼 거야 Smile again 괜찮아 두고 봐 열 번을 넘어진대도 일어나 당당하게 난 다시 이겨 낼 거야 비바람이 몰아쳐도 I'm fine 꿋꿋하게 언제나 씩씩하게 참고 견뎌낼거야 I believe 사는 게 힘들어도 사랑에 넘어져도 난 절대 울거나 떼쓰지 않을거야 지금이 시작이야 인생의 주인공은 나야 I never don't cry 슬픈 눈물아 안녕 힘든 고민아 안녕 어젯밤 상상한 멋진 날아 기다려 오늘이 시작이야 난 잘해 낼 거야 Smile again 그래도 니가 있어 오늘도 웃는거야 늘 곁에 있어준 소중한 친구야 더 높이 날아 올라 하늘 끝까지 fly me again 수백 번 넘어지고 수천 번 넘어져도 난 절대 여기서 멈추진 않을거야 지금이 시작이야 인생의 주인공은 나야 I never don't cry 슬픈 눈물아 안녕 힘든 고민아 안녕 어젯밤 상상한 멋진 날아 기다려 오늘이 시작이야 난 잘해 낼 거야 I don't cry 사랑이 날 떠나도 세상이 날 울려도 언젠간 내게도 좋은 날이 올 거야 지금이 시작이야 인생의 주인공은 나야 I never don't cry 中文翻译 就算生活 很辛苦 就算在爱情面前跌倒 但总有一天属于我的好日子会来到 现在 就要开始 人生的主人公是我 Don't forget who you are. 没关系 别担心 无论是谁 总有辛苦的时候 一觉醒来都会变的没关系 我不知道什么叫放弃 I am fine 我会坚强的 一直勇敢的 忍受着 支撑下去 I believe 就算生活 很辛苦 就算在爱情面前跌倒 一句话 我绝对不会哭泣或者放弃 现在 就要开始 人生的主人公是我 I never don't cry 悲伤的眼泪 你好 疲倦苦闷 你好 昨天晚上我等待过想象中的帅气的日子 今天又要开始 我会好好过的smile again. 没关系 试着想象着 就算跌倒十几次的我 站起来后 我还是会胜利的 就算经受着风雨的洗礼 i'm fine 我会坚强的 一直勇敢的 忍受着 支撑下去。 I believe 就算生活 很辛苦 就算在爱情面前跌倒 一句话 我绝对不会哭泣或者放弃 现在 就要开始 人生的主人公是我 I never don't cry 悲伤的眼泪 你好 疲倦苦闷 你好 昨天晚上我等待过想象中的帅气的日子 今天又要开始 我会好好过的smile again. 过想象中的帅气的日子 即使这样 因为有你在 我还是会开心的大笑 总是在我身旁重要的朋友啊 向着更高的天边飞去 fly me again. 就算是数百 甚至数千次的跌倒 我也绝对不会在此止步 现在 就要开始 人生的主人公是我 I never don't cry 悲伤的眼泪 你好 疲倦苦闷 你好 昨天晚上我等待过想象中的帅气的日子 今天又要开始 我会好好过的I don't cry 就算爱情离开 就算被社会遗弃 但总有一天我的好生活会来到。 现在 就要开始 人生的主人公是我 I never don't cry July 29 my free spiritWhere’s my free spirit? When an old friend lives in UK now mentioned such words, I got confused. How much I loved the two words before---free spirit. He said he definitely recommended me find a western bf. He also said I had so many dreams when we were in college, some of our classmates who studied abroad finally returned China coz they like very routine, very comfortable life and China suits them better. But me, he thought I’m the adventurous type, China is too small for me I should go out to see the world. Yes, he might be right, i should let my boundaries down and enjoy the life coz Chinese culture has put so much restrictions on us. i would be liberated when I’m not in china. Exciting by such ideas, more challenges more attractions, wow! My far away dreaming. As he suggested, studying abroad might be a good way to get to know the society. Have a local bf, learn the language and culture. And the best way (key point, haha) try to sleep with more ppl when u r young and attractive ~~~ wow, a little bit shocked by such idea at first but soon burst into laughter. I can accept his ways of thinking coz he has lived abroad many years anyway. It’s still a bit straight, isn't it? We all changed as times went by, a little or a lot. Though it sounds good and also common and popular for the generation after 80s&90s, I need to think, btw, don't forget the condition is "when u r young", hahahahaha~~~ It seemed that I’ve lost my free spirit and given in to realistic life? Get used to the daily routine life, even too lazy to complain abt similar boring things over and over, too long in a city, no travelling…It’s the passion which I’ve lost for so long, I do need some inspiration and stick to what i ever pursued. I firstly release this article in KAIXIN001, maybe the topic is too open then caused my friend LL’s concern and her comments as below: i don't think dating or hanging out with the foreign guys helps to free your spirit, it only does free ur body, unfortunately. 3Q 4 ur kind reminding, my dear friend, actually I’m traditional type and do have no guts to try such things. Too challenging! :) what I want to pursue is my free spirit which means always have dreams and curiosity with life and future, to challenge and experience all unknown things and stick to my previous dreams.
July 26 goodbye&start我还没有准备好向昨天说再见，我还没有信心满满的去迎接一个个未知的明天。所以告诉lily不过阳历生日了要按阴历计算，我是那么狡猾而任性的想多偷得二八岁月的最后十天。
在从东奔到西，经过了半天运气和技术都不甚好的码长城和胃口不甚佳却依然肚儿圆的两顿大餐，又从西颠回东的一天后，匆匆忙忙的想在25日的博客和开心网上留下些许足迹，却因为我的大龄电脑——一如世人眼中大龄的我（而我自己也还装嫩的从不承认有此自觉）腿脚已开始不便而未能如愿。开始还有些懊恼和遗憾，一转念却忽然轻松下来，又犯老毛病了，又想力求完美希望等一切都准备妥当再开始。生活一直都继续着，不会等真正的万事俱备再刮起那阵完美的东风，那就残缺吧，边走边看，边成长边累积，边准备边迎接。不管我愿不愿意，昨天已经不可能再见，明天就算艰险也要硬着头皮上，更何况谁能说明天未必不是清风朗月或阳光灿烂呢？
那现在就这么开始了吧，不那么完美没那么优雅也不够华丽，不过这就是我了，带着CO式风格的出发和转身。
goodbye，yesterday&hi,tomorrow~~ July 20 恨嫁乎？恨嫁是最近的敏感话题，先是在开心里记录的一段电影台词惹来友人的调侃和关注，
I wanna marry you because you are the first person that I want to look at when I wake up in the morning and the only one I wanna kiss goodnight. Because the first time that I saw these hands, I could not imagine not being able to hold them. But mainly, when you love someone as much as I love you, getting married is the only thing left to do. So will you. Um. marry me?
殊不知那不过是电影某情某景下的动人剧本，却也赚得某人的泪光闪闪，but not me。 接着，msn上的个人消息又让远在大洋彼岸（我最近比较喜欢的NY哦）的JO同学操心了。故事起源于上周绞尽脑汁为J&J家的小朋友取名字之余也随手给自己测字卜卦一把，子允，不知道为什么会想到测这么两个字，得出的批注是
“大风起时神飞扬，丈夫遇事岂忧伤，莫看眼前暂窘迫，福如东海流水长。” 看来是丈夫一词让万水千山外没多少机会说中文的JO会错意了。ps，个人认为老祖宗的测字还是有些准头的，你可以说我迷信，呵呵。
可是，my dear lily and my NY Jo, 刚刚散去的朦胧桃花还需要为下次的灵光再现积聚能量，短暂炽热燃烧过却偶尔还会些许感伤的心也在好好学习天天向上，终会同它微笑的面颊步调一致地淡定释然，风轻云淡。
所以，恨嫁乎，未恨也
definitely&maybe  June 09 空空即是色，色即是空
在这一刻，空即是空，没有原因，只是自然地走到了空这个阶段。
下一个阶段应该是一点一点的填入新的内容，渐渐填满。
“放空双手才能抓住新的机会，迎接新的爱情~~”电视剧里如是说；
“先把自己放空，让心沉淀，让自己的头脑有空间，才能真正有思绪去思考方向，好好准备去迎接新的开始。”前两天的运程这么说；
那么，现在，我已经放空我的双手，准备微笑着去迎接每一个温暖的拥抱
 和每一个未知却可以期待的明天 那么，你呢，还有你呢，my big girls，一起放空双手，如何？
很喜欢在《我在垦丁天气晴》里看到的一段话，也送给你们：
泰戈尔说，当日子完了，你将看到我的疤痕，
知道我曾经受伤，也曾经痊愈
头晕目眩的时候，请试着起身反转，
如果这份悲伤让你痛不欲生
它也会终结别处的痛楚
——for all my big girls  January 16 今日有奇缘
今天开心的运程说到奇缘是和小福、晓岚还有另一位朋友用餐，好奇妙的缘分。既然有奇缘就一定要实现，和小福去了久违了的世贸天阶，璀璨的灯火、绚烂的天幕、热闹的冰场，这个冬天，似乎不是那么冷。
对向来热衷的澳门街竟然失了兴趣，兜转了半天，也许是因为经济的不景气也许因为人气依旧不足，地下一层的餐饮有些冷清，希珍面吧也关门了，不仅唏嘘一番。还好有康师傅私房牛肉面的红色带来了不少喜气，我的招牌牛肉面和小福的咖喱饭都不错的样子，还有爽口的沙拉和西芹腐竹，好饱~~ 最熟悉的b+ab和小i.t的其他品牌里没有亮眼的东西，更让人遗憾的是joy&peace竟然也撤柜了，扼腕啊扼腕。带着这份失落重新溜达回南楼，染过汇美舍的花草精油的气息，在promode里徜徉了久久，小福收获颇丰而且超级值，我也败得和小福同样姐妹衫一件，又是红彤彤权当新年好兆头吧。
January 01 I could be the one昨天下午（已经是去年了）和小福在富力广场地下大时代里补吃我的午餐时，听到了这首歌，被我弄丢了的一首歌。记忆中是某个小朋友发给我的，很是喜欢了一阵子，后来不知道放在哪个文件夹里也忘了名字，就久久的被遗忘于记忆的角落，偶尔从脑海中一闪而过，心里赶紧提醒自己“嗯，哪天要把它找出来”结果一日复一日，终是没有行动。这会，趁着听跨年演唱会的余热，一下子就找着了，也许，只要动动手，一切真的就有可能。 I could be the one，竟然都是十年前的歌了，光阴啊，果真如梭似箭…… 新年的零点时分，在飞信上撞见小福，向她讲了这个好消息，小福说正好与我上一篇的博客提问相呼应呢，是啊，缘分就是这样。接着拉拉杂杂的八卦了一番，说到跨年演唱会上的SJM（SUPER JUNIOR M），说到帅帅的崔始源，莫名蹿红的韩庚，hoho，新年就这么开始了…… i could be your sea of sand
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